The Big 30th Birthday

Here it is--the eve before my 30th birthday--and I have a bunch of mixed emotions. Part of me wants to sleep through it, but another part of me wants to live it to the fullest. I know I shouldn't, but I keep thinking about birthdays in the past. I can't help but wonder how/why this year will be different... What did I do better this year to deserve an awesome birthday?? I guess I better get my birthday smile on and enjoy this weekend's festivities. Friday, I will be cooking dinner. Saturday, I will be going to The Melting Pot. The rest of the weekend is up in the air... Who knows what will happen...

Life is what you make it...

The saying goes, "life is what you make it," but what happens when you make it the best you can but it never seems to work out?? You go through life doing the best you can and yet it isn't enough. You do everything that you think is right but it isn't. I am trying to stay positive and motivated but i admit i am getting tired of it all....i guess i jst need to do my best.