The Big 30th Birthday

Here it is--the eve before my 30th birthday--and I have a bunch of mixed emotions. Part of me wants to sleep through it, but another part of me wants to live it to the fullest. I know I shouldn't, but I keep thinking about birthdays in the past. I can't help but wonder how/why this year will be different... What did I do better this year to deserve an awesome birthday?? I guess I better get my birthday smile on and enjoy this weekend's festivities. Friday, I will be cooking dinner. Saturday, I will be going to The Melting Pot. The rest of the weekend is up in the air... Who knows what will happen...